You fell out of Love with me NOT for having to leave you Now but

because I was separated from you before! I thought it was all fine ~You told me that and I hadn’t any idea. You didn’t tell me otherwise.Would you invite me home so full of passion for you my Love, to liebeside you but for my Love to be rejected as before. I never made thelink that you had fallen out of Love even tho’ you showed no desires!There was some other reason, this realization too incomprehensible!Your JOY stopped flowing without my knowing but you did and didn’ttell me ~ You made me feel scared of upsetting you by touching you.Another stepping stone of Love on Life’s journey ~ Thank you Baby.I will really miss You and what we created together, such happy bliss!“Could it ever come back could she Love me again once she’s let go?”Thank You for making my life beautiful, all the more amazing in Goa.All those magical memories ~ living in the moment * being here now.*Golden WingsI am so happy to get such a letter from you, I’ve waited a longtime for this awareness to appear and naturally express itself.The feelings I always had in my Heart for you are still alive.I Never Stopped Loving you ~ the love we shared is Magical.I told you many times that in my experience it is Rare to have suchDEEP feelings. I still love you of course. I never switched you Off ~as I always believed that what we surrendered to each other was ourPurest love. I'm very very happy that finally you came to realise, notdeny this true bliss we enjoyed that made our hearts and spirits smileand fly with so much happiness and that this is the wonderful lightguiding our lives. Is this the big lesson we’ve learnt? A Real Love ora madly delusional Passion poem? Not to be negative or cynical inthis crazy world of our mind’s attachments, of infatuation and ego’sdesperate illusions and fears ~ but harmoniousness within such deepconnecting, trusting eyes. I entered this experience with you to Knowthese BEAUTIFUL sensations, feelings between a man & a woman,diving to the core. You gave me everything, that’s why it still touchesour Souls’ Space ~ On the other side that love as you know well canbe extremely painful because I allowed myself to be so open with you.I tried to hold the balance but I decided to jump over the edge ~ withYou and to Trust in the Universe * that was my choice. I do not regret itbut I paid a heavy price of despair when you left me in the way you did.I know the Real suffering you had; Now I don't know anything of your life!Are you still in your relationship, it sounds like you have this connection,you’ve made that vital choice for yourself? I cannot love you in thatway if you’re with another. I’m free, y/our love lifts me to the light ~I'm saying all of this with a Smile in my heart ~ no hidden Ego games.After my loss of you I've been hoping for a reconnection one day forY/our Realisation of the deep Love that we felt for each other to betruly recognised. Thank you for sharing your feelings with me which Ialways kept believing in too. It wasn't just my illusion, passion, desire,infatuation, mad Attachment, LSD dream, it was Real! Was it Yours?It's a healing for my Spirit to know that you feel the same. I know Isaw that light sparkling in your eyes & I know inside ~ Your smilekissed my lips with your love as I kissed yours ** I never had anydoubt then you dumped me without a word in such loss and pain!My Heart smashed to pieces, I wondered if I'd ever see you again!Was it just our delusion, an ecstatic state of trance, magical romanceto deceive 'me' or did we really look into each other's true Souls anddance? I did my utmost to hold your Spirit but you flew on your ownjourney with someone new where I was not wanted. Am I insane forholding onto a ghost? I asked the Universe if it’s true for directions toHigher Consciousness * Unconditional Love or was it all Pure Illusion?