“Independent but workin’ as a brickie, family of 4”

Attached * always attached, Not free to be ~Let the attachments go, dissolving into detachment...If you let the Mind go ~ lets the pain go with the Ego.Detached, non attached, to something holding you.Then you’re in that Zone but keep it Real too!Outside all the definitions ~ Somewhere.I’m always going to try to bring it backto being frequency*In a Depression ~ Looking for LuciditySafer behind a Virtual Big Wall, Separating Them from Us ~You’re allowed to do this but not that. Not allowed to go here butyou can go there, thank you! Controlling, splitting your whole being,making a separation between who has water or not, who can work,who can travel, study, pray, who has life! Right & wrong, up & down,yesterday & tomorrow, friends & enemies that you’ve never even met.Killing them cruelly with your ego for us! Laws, Criminal Justice Bills’which stop you talking to neighbours & your kids playing in the street!Is it any wonder we’re dysfunctional with a splitting personality,Afraid & paranoid? Intentions & Motivation of forces giving youperceptions of Yourself and Reality in which we all must survive!What happened to ‘Les Droits Humains’ with Crimes Against Us,Humanity? Your Medical Records are being scrutinised, you canbe sectioned, your private self is usurped. You lost your sense ofyour own true Identity. Had a break down, naturally got AA for myBrain disorder. ADHD; Short term memory loss led into Dementia.When you left I went Insane affecting my behaviour, emotionally, mynerves, brain; don’t know any more. Putting the pieces back together.Woke up in nightmares sometimes had panic attacks. How much doI allow myself, how do I understand My*self & You in this landscape?Obsessions, Addictions, Cravings, Fear, Madness all around;Insecurities, they’re all dimensions of ‘suffering’ to a Buddhist.What’s the answer? Look at all these ‘disorders’ accepting theWorld is a dangerous place, having to develop Consciousnessto put it into true perspective, to let it go into the spiritual realm,happily on its way ~